Sailing Girl

So the first O.C. tonight is the First Season Chrimukkah, which is so awesome, 'cause I love Chrismukkah. I can't wait for the new eppie though!


Love,

Sara

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: chirstmas songs -damn them all

Just dropping this off:

Goodbye Today

I've been here before.
Driving slowly down this road.
Tears clearly in my eyes,
And I keep waiting
For that one person
To look at me and tell
"It's gonna be all right."

All I want is to sleep tonight
Wrapped in your arms
You always held me so tight
I don't know what to do
I've walked out of our love,
and when I look at you
the love that we shared
is slowly dying in your eyes.

So I'm leaving tonight
Thanks to my friends
I have the courage to go
and leave without your hand
I don't want to do this
But I don't know another way.
I'm leaving tonight
Goodbye today.

I'm driving his truck,
slowly down the street.
The city limits are coming up for me to meet.
I don't want to say goodbye,
and with tears in my eyes.

I'll keep on driving thinking the same
I'm gonna miss you my friend.

So I'm leaving tonight
Thanks to my friends
I have the courage to go
and leave without your hand
I don't want to do this
But I don't know another way.
I'm leaving tongiht
Goodbye today.

I promised you forever,
Forever came to soon.
It's gonna end tonight.

I know I love you,
yes I do,
But things can't stay
This way for much longer.

So I'm leaving tonight
Thanks to my friends
I have the courage to go
And leave without your hand
I don't wantt o do this
But I don't know another way.
I'm leaving tonight.
Goodbye today.

~Sara

Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Goodbye today-me

So, one of my best friends, who's only fifteen, thinks that she may be pregnant. I can't believe her. She's fifteen! I'm four years older than her and I'm still not pregnant. She's supposed to be taking the test today, hopefully she isn't. If she is...God, her dad is going to kill her if she is.

On top of that my best friend now hates me because of something that I told him. So I've lost two of my best friends in the small matter of weeks. Life is such a fucking bitch.



DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA


Sara~

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Other Side, Smile Empty Soul

I have a headache from hell. I hate headaches, I seriously think that headaches should be banned from everybody. I've gotten headaches since I was little and they were supposed to go away but ovbiously they decided that they liked me so they are going to stay. Stupid little things. I really really hate headaches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sara~

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: slide-ty hilton

So, I really have no clue why I am even bothering to update this thing, but I am writing it. I have always loved writing, it is so much fun. I don't understand why so many people hate writing... I guess that everybody has things that they don't like doing though. Like me, I absolutely hate cooking. I despise it, in fact if I could live on fast food and T.V. dinners I would, oh and that bake-at-home pizza, I normally only burn 1/4 of them!Go me!

I am really tired. That damn midnight movie threw me off. I am having a hell of a time sleeping now, oh well I suppose, it is my own fault for going to see it. It really wasn't even worth it, it was the life of Brian, it probally would have been better if I wasn't wired, damn coffee. I had 10 cups at the local diner,and I just couldn't pay attention to anything for more than five minutes. They talked way fast as well, like a thousand words a minute. They did have a cool whistle thing they did at the end. If only I could remember it.


I loved 'the Notebook' that movie was so sad. I want, no I need a Noah. Every girl needs a Noah. Any guy that is going to jump on a moving carosel and than threaten to jump off if you don't go on a date with him is worth my time. Even if it is with me driving him to the mental hospitial. I really want to see it again, maybe I will go to see it tommorow. I just have to find somebody to go with. I hate going to the movies by myself, I always feel like such a loser watching everybody else that is there with tons of other people. The movie was really good though, I can't wait to read the book. I just have to remember what I did with it. I had to read it awhile ago, I remember crying than too!


All for now


Sara

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5

So after all of my complaining about babysitting I bet you can guess what I'm doign in five minutes that's right. baby sitting. :(:(:(

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Toy Soliders-Eminem

AHH!! I hate babysitting... I just really need to stop babysitting.. I HATE IT!

Me and Brit are working on our fic, ' Trying to Cross Winding Roads.' This part is really emotional, it has Haley being raped by Nathan, and her fearing that if she tells anybody that Chris will be killed, but she does tell Marissa... and now Marissa is trying to help her. I LOVE MY FIC!!!

Laterz,

Sara

Current Mood: and hyper
Current Music: Halo-Perfect Circle

Hey. So I forgot to say yesterday, but my LJ icon was made by the lovely people at Fan Forum, I don't remeber who exactly, but when I do I'll make sure to tell ya :)

So The O.C. was awesome last night. I love Chrismukah! It is my favorite T.V. show holiday, if only I was half Jewish that way I could celebrate it! So, I can't believe the way that it came out that Lindsay was Calebs' daughter. The way he said he had made an error.... God I wanted to slap that guy. How dumb do you have to be to tell somebody, somebody that you helped bring in this world, that they were nothing but an error in your career... God that just totally sucked. CALEB SUCKS!!! So, anyways, I love the Ryan/Lindsay relationship, I think they are totally cute together. Summer was awesome in this ep. She saved Chrismukah, and the mistletoe kiss between her and Seth was so sweet!! Summer and Seth rule together, damn Zach!

Well, that's all for now, I'm gonna go watch Spidy 2. I'll write more later!

~Sara

Current Mood: and a little bitchy
Current Music: Vindicated-Dashboard Confessional

Ugh, I am soooo tired. I really should try to get some sleep. I love my LJ icon, I absolutely love Jake DIRTY BIRDS RULE BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yeah, now all this talk about Dirty Birds makes me wanna head over to Fan Forum, so I won't be here very long. Therefore this update isn't going to be anywhere near long!!!

So I love the Real World. The Real World rules. At least last season did, this one sucks!! I love Randy. The guy was hot, sure he was drunk all the time, but hot. I love Charlie too... it sucked that Frankie left, but at least the guy was hot!!! lol.


all for now.
Sara~

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Kiss On-Tyler Hilton

Hey there. I'm Sara, I'm 19 and live in California, which I really do love it here. I'm not really doing much right now, just listening to the DVD opening of 'Antitrust' which is a really good movie. I haven't really done much today, haven't had the desire too. I guess everybody get's days when they just don't want to do anything right? Eh, okay maybe not everybody... we'd all be fucked if the president did that. Than again we already are fucked, so what's the difference... let's all take a day off! We sure do deserve one! Hell, let's just take the rest of the week of!
I saw Blade:Trinity yesterday. The movie was awesome, I so recommend that everybody goes to see it. It is the best out of all three... I think it was the humor that did it. The other two weren't really that funny, but this one had a bunch of laughs in it, and it still had you gripped by the awesome fighting scenes (not to mention the guy playing Drake-Dracula- was extremely hot!), Seriously one of the best movies this year!
I'm thinking about heading down to the midnight movie this weekend.. I just wish I remebered what it was. Oh well, I guess y'all will hear about it this Saturday now won't ya?

Later,
Sara

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: The Noose-A Perfect Circl